Move On and Keep Your Heads Up

So, today when i was listening to Kodaline song High Hopes (a very good song i recommend this) suddenly i reminded by someone. Someone that has special room in this heart for a very longtime. Yes, a person that i was talk about in the last post. Someone that has been fill my heart for over 8 years.



I was just thinking if i really wanna be happy. If i really wanna start a new chapter with someone else i should learn to let go this feeling first. You can't expect to be loved by someone but deep far in your heart you have feeling for someone else.
I can't expect someone could love me but i keep thinking about the other guy. I can't expect someone could leave their past while i take it in every step i go.

And it actually kinda slap me. Well you know, how do you expect to be happy in the future when you leave all your heart in the past?

If i really wanna start a new chapter i should start it from myself. I should let this feeling away. Let it be memories the way it is. He's not for me, accept it. But i know, there'll be someone else God has prepared for me. I know He knows what best for me.

So, you know. For the past 8 years i finally ready to actually move on. Let him live his life and i live my life.

I let this feeling go cause i want a new start.

Let's move on and keep your heads up! :)